I am unsure whether my mind is a reflection of things happening around me and outside of me; or, if the turmoil in the world is a reflection of my mind. Intellectually, I know the two are not directly interrelated - however. The past week, actually the last little while, I feel like everything is spiralling.
I have unmet deadlines. I've not contacted many people I know I should contact. My email is probably overrun. I am overstimulated and prioritizing inefficiently. When I think I should be doing more, I exhibit true ADHDness -semi-paralysis and self-sabotaging or moving like a speed-demon in my mind (like spinning your wheels on ice, going fast, but not moving forward). Neither mode is ideal when you are self-employed.
I have however set up a mental schedule to post to this blog, at least once a week - most likely on Sunday evening. I am also improving on the speed I can get designs into my Etsy shop - another plus. All is not doom and gloom.
Now, back to the couch with my constant companion to watch the next episode of 'Meerkat Manor'. Hey, I have binge-watched 'The Boys' and now I have to wait. Yesterday it was 'The X-files'.
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